Schizophrenic instructions on how to be singular within the self and how not to be: / by celeny gonzalez

 

Sole:
Begin the pattern of placing a person next to you constantly to escape (social) solitary confinement. (do this specifically when: eating cake, sitting on a park bench, at a bar and/or taking photos).  

Duality:
Ask questions like: 
- Why must coupling occur? 
- What of my own company? 
- Why must one feel the urgency to love and be loved? 
- Who is it that seeks companionship (than not those), who need companions? 

Tres:
Follow the moon. 

Cuatro
Fill the hollowness with liquid spirits whom pirouette and fall amidst the dead of night and at the stroke of noon.

Cinco: 
Find out how one satisfies the thirst of empty gestures, noises and diversions.

Six: 
Give a wide berth to your internal silent banter. 

Seven:
As the lonesome, restless tenant of the vacuity of yourself, use the bodies of men and womyn for temporary warmth. 

Ocho: 
Cry. A lot. 

Nine: 
Notice your habits and write them down. 

Y: 
Use this knowledge but make no changes. 

Once: 
Spend time alone. 

Twelve: 
Become rhizomatic. 

Thirteen: 
Travel and have meaningful sex. 

Fourteen: 
Wallow in guilt and repeat 4, 6 and 8. 

Fifteen:  
Remember “el sol cuando sale se llama Jose”

Sixteen:  
Smoke a pack of cigarettes a day. 

Seventeen:  
Stare at the sky and do not blink for 17 seconds. 

Eighteen:
S_______ the c*m of life’s orgasm daily. 

Nineteen:
Cram every minute of 7:00pm each thursday with repetitive dance moves. 

Twenty: