double spaced by celeny gonzalez

For those in rubble

I cannot bare the sight of your entire life shattered

 

The hills of history collapsed by a shot

Sending mysteries and evidences of lives not forgot

 

You must walk a top the roofs of your own homes, barefoot in fury

The cause as to why is between one’s history and another’s territory 

 

Where have your neighbors gone during this murder and siege?

Where have the good sons flown throughout this massacre and greed?

 

I am with you even if temporarily

I am with you even in a false reality

 

 

Schizophrenic instructions on how to be singular within the self and how not to be: by celeny gonzalez

 

Sole:
Begin the pattern of placing a person next to you constantly to escape (social) solitary confinement. (do this specifically when: eating cake, sitting on a park bench, at a bar and/or taking photos).  

Duality:
Ask questions like: 
- Why must coupling occur? 
- What of my own company? 
- Why must one feel the urgency to love and be loved? 
- Who is it that seeks companionship (than not those), who need companions? 

Tres:
Follow the moon. 

Cuatro
Fill the hollowness with liquid spirits whom pirouette and fall amidst the dead of night and at the stroke of noon.

Cinco: 
Find out how one satisfies the thirst of empty gestures, noises and diversions.

Six: 
Give a wide berth to your internal silent banter. 

Seven:
As the lonesome, restless tenant of the vacuity of yourself, use the bodies of men and womyn for temporary warmth. 

Ocho: 
Cry. A lot. 

Nine: 
Notice your habits and write them down. 

Y: 
Use this knowledge but make no changes. 

Once: 
Spend time alone. 

Twelve: 
Become rhizomatic. 

Thirteen: 
Travel and have meaningful sex. 

Fourteen: 
Wallow in guilt and repeat 4, 6 and 8. 

Fifteen:  
Remember “el sol cuando sale se llama Jose”

Sixteen:  
Smoke a pack of cigarettes a day. 

Seventeen:  
Stare at the sky and do not blink for 17 seconds. 

Eighteen:
S_______ the c*m of life’s orgasm daily. 

Nineteen:
Cram every minute of 7:00pm each thursday with repetitive dance moves. 

Twenty: